Counterstrike - I’ve missed you
It’s been FOREVER since I’ve played. I’ve had CS source installed for I can’t even remember how long now. I’ve been so focused on work lately that I really didn’t take any breaks so the other day I loaded it up and fuck. What a relief. Taking short breaks throughout the day to play is actually helping me work better it turns out. I guess my brain just needs a break here and there. I also went to the park and realized how damned out of shape I am. I used to be able to do about 40 pushups on a decline from a desk (standard desk, about 3 feet up or so) and I tried doing about 10 off of a regular picnic bench and holy shit I was feeling it. I’ve got about another 50 pounds to lose or so, yeah I’m a fatass. I’ll get there, I hope. Lately life just seems so shitty. Oh well I guess things will happen the way they’re meant to.